Saturday, May 31, 2008

sleeper cells

i wish all my body hair is so emo it'll cut itself *sigh*
in genting moments like this no me-time available

back to study

uh, effective tmr, i'll be on strict house arrest
just home n school, nowhere else
boooo! i hate exams!!!!!

ok, back to study

Friday, May 30, 2008

what makes you different, makes you beautiful

guys and girls, do read this article by Walter Kirn from ELLE June 2008

girls,
no need to be size 0
no need to be a double D
no need to be fair n lovely
no need to be supermodel tall
no need to be scar free
no need to be enhanced
YOU just PERFECT the way you are
apparently, FLAWED is IN!!!

guys,
no need to judge from the cover
no need to believe first impression
no need for trophy, arm candy
SHE who is plain can be so much more~

Thursday, May 29, 2008

today i learn this

lecturer to class: "how long do you think a guy can hold it post penetration? (ie ejaculate after penetration) how many of you think 1-2 mins?"
a guy hold up his hand
lecturer: "2-5 mins?"
few agreed
lecturer: "greater than 10 mins?"
a few more raises their hand
lecturer:you watch to much porn

info: average in North America, guys can only hold it for 2-5 mins

*smirk*

ouh, apparently penis is the window to the heart
man with ED will have heart attack in 3-4 yrs after ED set in

ouh, med students
here's an easier way to remember the nerve for erection and ejaculation
*i always have this mixed up*

"S2,3 and 4 keep your penis off the floor"
P-parasympathetic-penis

"S1, 2 helps to shoot the goo"
S-sympathetic-semen

oh well, things they teach in school these days

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

whoever broke it, fix it


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according to Syrus Publilius
"amoris vulnus idem sanat, qui facit"

~the wounds of love can only be healed by the one who made them~

if dats the case, then mine won't heal at all
*sighhhhhh*


Tuesday, May 27, 2008

*pls dun ask me any question*

HPOP poster presentation DONE!!!!!!!
writing this while awaiting to evaluate 2 other colleagues
yeah, soo time wasting la this whole thing
presentation only 20 mins but have to spend extra 2 and half hr to evaluate other ppl
we already have the written exam but the faculty still want us to do poster and present sumore

anyway, my presentation is a bit sketchy
badly stammering my way thru but both my evaluators and the faculty evaluator said it was GOOD so i'm good xD

now i can finally focus on studying for Course IV Renal/Endocrine finals
12 weeks of lecture to crammed in plus minus 2 weeks!!! die la~
also in plus minus 2 weeks i'll be going HOME! yipeeeeeee ya yayyyyy!!!!!

Monday, May 26, 2008

sky is crying

it has been raining most of the time (more like all the time) for the past week
n it looks like it's going to be raining yet for few more days
i dun mind the extra dampness coz it's too dry here
but i really dun like the wetness n this

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eeuww yucky yucksie eeuww
let me tell you one thing, earthworm here is the size of snake offspring, no kidding!
besar-besar, gemuks gedempol unlike the one i usually see in Malaysia, skinny2 semuanyer
and they have this weird habit of coming out beramai2 when it rain
i can hear they plotting
"lets go out guys!" "shower time, yeah!" "do the rain dance!"

luckily it's harmless earthworm, not the blood sucker pacat n lintah *shudders*

Sunday, May 25, 2008

mini sunflower and cherries


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things SPRING made of

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

dead TV

disclaimer: the following post contain spoiler for the latest season available for TV series esp to ppl without the wonders of torrent. reader's discretion is advised

so finally every series i followed come to season finale this week
how la i'm gonna survive for the next 4 months awaiting for them to come back?
*sigh*

America's Next Top Model

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so tis 'enhanced' girl won this round, making it a question of is America going for a revolution in it's model size? even France starting a ban on too skinny model. personally i would love for Anya to win despite her weirdo accent because i dun think Whitney deserve it (it got nothing to do with her extra assets, in fact i'm jealous of it!), she doesn't show any potential except for the last battle and sadly, Anya seems to lose it at the end

CSI:Crime Scene Investigation

dah happy ending elok2 alas that mamat was shot dead....easy way to kill off a character i'd say

CSI New York

After the killer cabbie was nabbed, now Detective Mac Taylor played the role of tipah tertipu and got kidnapped *gasps* n they let it hanging there!!!! erghhhhh suspenso betui~ luckily it's not Detective Flack *swoon*

Smallville

As usual the ending is inconclusive but hey, Brainiac is gone for good *yeay* or does he? n Lana left Clark *again!* saying dat altough she need him, the world need him more...wat a load of crap la and Jimmy propose to Chloe *auwww~ so sweet* and Lex finally knows Clark's secret n self appointed himself to be the saviour of mankind *yeah rite!* n go on to destroy Clark and then abessss...wait for next season yer~

Ugly Betty

Wilhemina back n Daniel get rooted out and go membawa diri wit his newfound out of wedlock son from France. Henry also back n proposed to Betty while at the same time Gio (betul ke eja name mamat nih?) wanna take Betty to Rome for a month for their 1st date. So Betty, which is it? psttt...i definitely go Rome with Gio since Daniel paid for 1st class air ticket n 5 star hotel but Rome Betty Rome! what is Tuscan dessert compared to Rome? p/s: last scene show Betty heret her luggage but doesn't says where she's going so again, wait for next season to commence la yer erghhh!

Desperate Housewives

Ok, after all the drama n everything, fast forward 5 yrs...Gabby has 2 daughters n no longer look glam. Bree is back with Orson and Susan is kissing a dashing young man dat look nothing like Mike Delfino! damn it, another 4 months!!!

House

Amber died, Wilson crushed, No 13 tested positive for Huntington's and House almost die trying to remember...I just hope House is watchable next season, getting drier n drier

The Tudors

Still think got few more episodes for this season but now it has come to the point where Anne about to be replaced with the wife no 3, Jane Seymour who will give the King the son he crave for *anxious*

Private Practice

No new episode after writer's strike. I do hope they came up with new season this Fall. I love Addison n the quack Dr Pete thehehe. Luckily she make an appearance in Grey's few weeks back

Heroes

Also no new episode after writer's strike but for sure it'll come back this Fall *crossing fingers*

last but not least *mane boley x include my fav show u'ols*
Grey's Anatomy

O'Malley with Lexie kah next season? Alex n Izzie seems to be heading the same road too but it's heartbreaking to see Alex break down like dat n Izzie should know better not to cave in to Alex in his lowest point. Yang finally getting down with the get down~ Callie n Erica? bet it gonna draw in guys for the hot girl on girl actions next season and it's heartwarming to see McSteamy turning a new leaf but i sense he's not gonna be around for long (aaaaa...dun la, no fun if McSteamy not around). Glad dat Bailey is back with Tucker. YEAYNESS to Mer n Derek! finally! finally! I got so sick of doe eye Rose alreadi but can't help to pity her for being the rebound girl..now, Sheppard can go back to being McDreamy instead of McJerky, i heart! can't wait for wat's next season ah drama drama, u'll nvr know the twist~



aiyoh! 4 months is so long away~

Friday, May 23, 2008

growing pains

this is me today

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all because of this

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multiply dat by 4
yes, all four at the same time
so do be kind if i all of the sudden cranky or moody
damn i gonna lose some weight waiting for it to pass
looks like i haven't finished with all these business of growing up physically
i'm adamant that it shall come out tis summer though i hate going to dentist
no need for wisdom tooth to make sumone wise *obviously!*

p/s: i heard dat wisdom teeth removal can cause vision problem later, is it true? or is it just a myth?

Thursday, May 22, 2008

in a dark place

few days ago denotes 24 years i walk this spinning rock
thank you for all the wishes n the whole weekend long of cakes n celebrations n the bday tokens too
as always the wishes of long, happy life n murah rezeki is most appreciated and valued
but one wish not so welcomed is the one for me to find some guy n tie a knot ASAP or at least find a guy n be in a relationship ASAP
i know these ppl meant well but this is one of the thing u dun wanna push it with me
n coming from u who is glowing with happiness from getting hitched soon makes it feel like a slap in the face
as if i meant nothing if there is no guy attached
as if i am a failure
as if i'm inadequate
i'm glad it work out for u n i am really happy for u, i really do
but just because it work for u doesn't mean it'll work for me too n my life works just fine for me these days
i'm still optimistic n everything but right now, i have bigger things to do n i hate the notion dat my purpose to be on this rock is solely for reproduction n survival of homo sapiens
i'll get there, i hope but not now
so for now, just lay it off ok?

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

do take me away~

remember the scene from Grey's where Meredith n Christina n everybody else were dancing in the living room?
I found my own song to dance too...



I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine
Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, no
Take me away: A secret place
A sweet escape: Take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away: A higher place
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine
Do what you want, but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, no
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine
Wish that you could, but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me
Oh, no
There's a place that I go, but nobody knows
Where the rivers flow, and I call it home
And there's no more lies
In the darkness, there's light
And nobody cries
There's only butterflies
The sun is on my side
Take me for a ride
I smile up to the sky
I know I'll be all right

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

forever 15

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age is just a number

p/s: pics in Facebook

Monday, May 19, 2008

Sunday, May 18, 2008

to the girl in the purple....

i am well aware dat this is wayyyyyy overdue but they do say better late than never eh?
so to this particular minah gedikssss

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
muah muah n huggy huggy
i can't wait to balik n molest u ok?

love, the lady in red

Saturday, May 17, 2008

blueberry cheesecake

unfair isn't?
when u can't have ur fav just because it reminds u of sumthing u tried so hard to forget


Friday, May 16, 2008

one more down

HPOP Certifying Exam
OSCE
Global Health Project Proposal
Summer Electives Application

Course IV Renal/Endocrine Formative Exam

HPOP Poster Presentation
Associate Dean's Exam
MDCN440 Learning Contract
Course IV Renal/Endocrine Peripatetic Certifying Exam
Course IV Renal/Endocrine Certifying Exam

wouldn't it be nice?

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

boredamus maximatus

i've been sleeping a lot lately
nothing seems to excites me anymore
which is a waste looking at a VERY good weather these days
u can literally walk around outside in just ur birthday suit

i've been skipping class a lot too
and not using the time to study as i should
which is not good looking at not so good record of this course
and i need to pass or else, summer holiday cut short

starting to hate school and group discussions
seems like everybody else knows everything and i know nothing
dats why i've been skipping school
my bad since i didn't study, no one else to blame but me

mayb because there's one thing on my mind --> summer holiday
and the fact that exam is scheduled every 2 weeks without any holiday but weekends and to ad to it, various deadlines on projects and posters and next year program
i'm lacking motivation...needing the push STAT

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

wat to do~

feel like baking

but the oven is rosak

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

i got the rm0 ticket!!!

this came thru my email inbox just now
am so excited!!!

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thank God i didn't rush it to buy the ticket last month
not only i got the free ticket sans the tax n surcharge
i got my dad to pay for it as well
hehe thanks Abah!

Monday, May 12, 2008

jeritan batinku~





Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another airplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

Sunday, May 11, 2008

mum's the world

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we dun always see eye to eye
but i recognize u making the efforts so i do too
and i always know dat there's no greater love than urs

thank you UMMI for being there when i need you
for bringing me to this world and teach me lessons no textbook can
for the guidance and warmth no one else could ever surpassed

sorry for all the words and actions from me that hurt u

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

student life

here is a reason why i dun wanna graduate

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apart from being able to skipped class whenever i feel like not going to school
u can't skipped work, can't u?
ahh..2 more yrs of these privilages
let me bask in it

p/s: i hate exams...dats the downside of being student plus not earning money so working ppl dun be so jealous of us

Friday, May 09, 2008

manwhores in elevator scene

Mark: "......I'm a whore"
Derek: "I slept with her... and the whole time I was thinking of Meredith... who's the whore?"

erghhhhh next week seems like eternity!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 08, 2008

double o seven

Congrats to Dr. Nora and Dr. Daus!

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now u can officially put M.D after ur name
cool lah!

graduation moves me to tears
it's a proud day
the day when all the hardships worth it
i wish my mum n dad can be there at mine in two years time

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

close ur eyes n be happy

"No man is happy without a delusion of some kind. Delusions are as necessary to our happiness as realities."
-Christian Nestell Bovee-

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

like a baby

4 days away from Calgary really does me good
Edmonton is refreshing!

4 days in the world's biggest mall
no doubt dat would do some serius damage to your finance even if ur not shopping
which is impossible to do esp when u r traveling

had a blast of time in Galaxyland
went on the Mindbender triple loop roller coaster twice!
and i finally get to go on the Space Shot (missed my chance at Genting last year)
adrenaline is the drug to live for~ i swear!
spent 1 and half day shopping
wished i had try the bungee jumping at the waterpark
made new frens with Malaysians in UofA
finally meet Ariff, a blogger fren

not much pics since its more of a shopping and relaxing trip than a sightseeing trip

now have to catch up with studying
there's two days worth of lecture i missed because of the trip n weeks of lectures before dat i still have to go thru
formative is on next Friday...totally in no mood for school *sighhhhhhhh*

check out West Edmonton Mall where i spent the whole trip at

Friday, May 02, 2008

on short notice

i'm done with OSCE
yeaynesssss!!!!

will be out of town for few days on self declared holiday for much needed escape
lalalalala~

Thursday, May 01, 2008

May reminds me of....

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.....the beginning